Crisis Vacuum Redux

Just sorting thoughts:

  • A large chunk of my energy has, historically, gone into crisis management
  • Without the need for crisis management, I have excess energy that leaves me feeling that I am not fully engaged (ennui is how it has presented)
  • If I use the energy toward some positive thing, I may feel less ennui.

Sounds like I should be pushing more toward positive ends, like leveraging other income sources to move me toward eventual freedom from standard work behaviors.  Y’know — toward making the life I want instead of what is dished out by a business world that treats me as a resource.

*waits a moment*

*nothing explodes*

Right, then.  That’s the plan.  Keep the projects going, work with more focus on the writing and woodworks.  Assess the ennui again next week and see what has changed.